Life...

Have you ever had a feeling that the whole world seems to be going against you? The tides turns and you are slowing drifting to your doom? Your friends become more distant as you become more isolated, there are some friends but they are holding on, barely. Maybe your family is falling apart as in your relatives you've loved for ages has seemed to be drifting away too. Slower than your friends at least. The family reunion parties seem to get more quiet which is weird since your family is the one who is usually kicked out of the restaurant for being to loud. Your cousins seem to be excluding you on things as you sit in the back, waiting. Waiting for them to come up to you and drag you along, but it never happened. Maybe you think that if you tell anyone, they will laugh and say "Don't worry." But there will be nothing to worry about if they all go away. If you're by yourself with nothing more then a piece of thread which was just holding your last friend. Your friends, they always say they will be there for you, but is it true? You just left everything without a reason. Are your friends there trying to pull you back up? Are they wondering where you have gone or are you stuck wondering if they actually care. Maybe you remember a time when you felt like you and your friend will be best friends forever. Even then you know that that will never happen. You think maybe friendship isn't important in the end when you have no friends. Maybe. Just maybe. You can think all you want and dream all you want. What if you're the only one who has faith in this life but it's dwindling faster than a blink of an eye. One minute you're surrounded by loving people, the next you're surrounded by no one. At least no one that cares anyways. Life isn't what it always seems like. When ever you climb a mountain, you always have to go back down, right? You go up a mountain just to come back down. If life was ever easy, there would be no point. No point of living then. If life didn't have bumps then what's the point of riding it. I'm not saying life is amazing but I'm not say life is stupid. You always find your way back to shore where your family and friends await for you. You will always find your way. Life is tough on everyone; it's normal. As normal as living can be.